Week ending 02/25
Im not very happy. Im not being able to discipline myself with my eating habits, I am overweight fat not being regular with gym. I am not doing too well at studies, need to improve a lot. I have no goal, no idea what I am doing or why I am doing. I have momentary desires to leave it all and go back and pick up some other profession - viz. writing. I am far away from family and don't even feel like talking to them. None of my friends care for me. They are all busy with their lives. In fact wherever the opportunity comes, they enjoy ridiculing and criticising me.

About the only positive thing I see is that I enjoy the Qawwali program and such social events. Music, art, literature that is the kind of thing that is likely to fill my heart with joy.