Week endind 02/12
It was a good week as in I got this activity started. I
t was not good mid week to have a fight with family. That really felt bad and upset me and my schedule. But later it got better.
Also I should remember to be more disciplined with my schedule as it can work wonders. In particular wake up on time so I dont have to return home again and again
The best part was that the gym thing is in motion and gathering pace. Looking pretty good on that count.
But I also need to bring in some discipline in keeping myself and the house clean and tidy. as well as my belongings.
The most important worry is the continued lack of motivation in seeking jobs. I really dont know what to do about this.
I also think I need t assert myself more. Altho there exists the question - how much should I adapt for the sake of society ?? Should I take part in conversation that Im clearly not interested in or that I find pretty silly ?
But I also need to devote some time to poetry, reading and writing. At least match reviews are going good. But maybe I should give this higher priority.
Also I need to be more focussed and directed on studies. Maybe I should go over what I learnt each day.
Also Im worried about my patience and discipline in cricket writing. maybe im not just getting enough rewards. But then should i be writing for rewards ?? maybe I should try harder to get my writing published.
The worst part was the behavior of some of my friends here in Iowa City. Shridhar, Amlan and Kajori in particular. Shridhar it seems tends to think he is doing us a favor by attending our parties and stuff. As for Kajari I just dont see her anymore.
Also I need to get some direction with my music. There is no point in just playing out tunes for the sake of it. It gives relaxation but little else. no gains, no long term satisfaction either. Try to get the talk with Asmita done ASAP.
It was pretty sad to have missed NGOs birthday. But why is it that I dont feel bad enough ?? That in itself is sad.
Hey, why is it that Im still concerned about Kassy ? Altho I know that she is now engaged. Why is it that it bothers me that she might leave at the end of the semester ?
It was a good week as in I got this activity started. I
t was not good mid week to have a fight with family. That really felt bad and upset me and my schedule. But later it got better.
Also I should remember to be more disciplined with my schedule as it can work wonders. In particular wake up on time so I dont have to return home again and again
The best part was that the gym thing is in motion and gathering pace. Looking pretty good on that count.
But I also need to bring in some discipline in keeping myself and the house clean and tidy. as well as my belongings.
The most important worry is the continued lack of motivation in seeking jobs. I really dont know what to do about this.
I also think I need t assert myself more. Altho there exists the question - how much should I adapt for the sake of society ?? Should I take part in conversation that Im clearly not interested in or that I find pretty silly ?
But I also need to devote some time to poetry, reading and writing. At least match reviews are going good. But maybe I should give this higher priority.
Also I need to be more focussed and directed on studies. Maybe I should go over what I learnt each day.
Also Im worried about my patience and discipline in cricket writing. maybe im not just getting enough rewards. But then should i be writing for rewards ?? maybe I should try harder to get my writing published.
The worst part was the behavior of some of my friends here in Iowa City. Shridhar, Amlan and Kajori in particular. Shridhar it seems tends to think he is doing us a favor by attending our parties and stuff. As for Kajari I just dont see her anymore.
Also I need to get some direction with my music. There is no point in just playing out tunes for the sake of it. It gives relaxation but little else. no gains, no long term satisfaction either. Try to get the talk with Asmita done ASAP.
It was pretty sad to have missed NGOs birthday. But why is it that I dont feel bad enough ?? That in itself is sad.
Hey, why is it that Im still concerned about Kassy ? Altho I know that she is now engaged. Why is it that it bothers me that she might leave at the end of the semester ?
posted by Gaurav at 10:32 AM
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